He found her in the arbor, gazing into the heart of a purple iris. She silently acknowledged his approach, continuing to study the delicate dark petals of the flower. Elshar expected no more greeting. Since he had become trapped in the Aspect of the Warrior his feelings for Irillith had lessened to such a point that he could now barely remember them. Their paths had forked apart, but he still felt respect for her. She was a fine warrior, an honour to her Aspect. All the Eldar sensed the growing tension which heralded the awakening of the Avatar and the summoning of the Aspect Warriors. A time of darkness and blood, a time when they had to trust their darker sides to preserve them from evil. He supposed she resented it, or was saddened by it, while he, as an Exarch, welcomed the the coming conflict. He found peace-time monotonous, only the thrill of battle made him feel truly alive. He was like a hunting hound being taken out to the chase.
"You've heard the news?’ he asked her. She shivered slightly at the rhetorical question, and turned to face him, her dark hair gliding over her shoulders. Yes, we go to fight again. The wraithbone hums with the message of war. I feel... him. He is beginning to wake. Soon I shall be assuming my Aspect, and you... Do we need to say farewell Elshar, or will you even care to remember me?’
Macthen drew back respectfully as Elshar strode past. The Exarch didn’t appear to have noticed him. They used to be as close as brothers when they fought together as Aspect Warriors. While Macthen had travelled the Path of the Warrior and re- emerged into the light, Elshar had become increasingly caught up in the Aspect until he entirely surrendered to it, And now the Time of War was upon them, and Elshar had been elected the Young King. Macthen didn't envy him his role. He'd once officiated at the awakening of the Avatar, and the terrible experience still haunted his dreams. Now he followed a different path he couldn't remember the details of the ceremony yery clearly, but the image of the Avatar bursting through the doors of bronze would remain with him always. Elshar was an Exarch of some standing now, his daring exploits celebrated in song and dance. through many Craftworlds. Now all that separated him from his ultimate fate was the span of two days and a mortal body. It was a great honour to join the Avatar in immortality, but Macthen found the idea and the process involved quite horrifying.
Elshar fixed his gaze to the opposite wall and held himself rigidly still. The attendant Exarchs moved around him silently, and he felt, rather than saw, them start to paint the runes on his naked body. The blood dried instantly, burning corrosively into his skin. He could feel the pattern creeping over his body, as if he were being covered with a net of fire. A tiny part of him, which he thought long gone, whimpered softly in fear, and he suppressed it viciously, He had climbed to the peak of his terror and elation, and now all feelings were falling away. Emotionally and spiritually he was growing numb, bleakness filled his soul. His thoughts, the finish and beginning of his existence were polarised into a single point of time, bearing down upon him like a ball of fire...
The moment must be very near now, thought Macthen, nearly upon us. Over his head, the wraithbone sparkled and pulsated with power. He tried not to think consciously about his work, his Seer’s mind empathically absorbing the psychic waves that danced through the core of the Craftworld, He felt the energy being channelled through his body, rippling down his arms, flowing through his wrists and hands to the sculpture. When the shockwave of the Avatar's awakening had passed, he looked down at his creation. From the crude iron ingot a leaping figure of an Avatar arced gracefully up. He was not suprised that the daemon mask of its armour echoed Elshar’s face.
He found her in the arbor, gazing into the heart of a purple iris. She silently acknowledged his approach, continuing to study the delicate dark petals of the flower. He examined her face, looking for some improvement in her mood since their return. Two months had passed since the massacre on Sarlinn’s World. Outfaced, outnumbered and outmanouevred, the Eldar forces had been forced to fight a bloody retreat back through the warp tunnel which linked them to the planet. Barely a tenth of the Eldar engaged in the campaign had returned, a bitter blow to Craftworld’s already diminished population. Worse still, in the desperate struggle against the forces of chaos there had been few chances to gather the waystones of the fallen.
Physically and spiritually the Craftworld had been dealt a mortal blow, a blow from which it was unlikely ever to recover. Their few colonies were already seriously depleted of personnel and resources, and they could expect little reprieve from that quarter. The Eldar had clawed their way out of the pit of despair, but were never able to surmount the brim of their eternal tragedy. They were too few, the omnipresent darkness of Slaanesh was too powerful. The only respite was bought at such a terrible cost of lives and souls.
The Craftworld seemed ominously empty now. It had never been very populous, but the corridors and rooms had rung with laughter and music. Every thing, every being, every creation was so precious, and they were all aware of that fact. The Eldar had continuously celebrated the joy of their existence, had fought when they needed to, had passed through the darkness back to the light again. Now, it seemed, they had lost sight of the light. The Eldar who had returned brought no joy of victory with them, only the shadow of despair. So many had died on the stony fields of Sarlinn. Worse than dead, their souls had been lost forever to chaos. The awareness of this irreplaceable loss loomed over the remaining Eldar like a close dark cloud, oppressing their thoughts and their spirits. In their tunnel vision, all they could see was a slow, inevitable decline. No more laughter, no more life, no more hope.
Strange rumours were whispered in the empty corridors, that the rooms of the dead had sealed themselves off, that Wraithguard had been seen patrolling the outer limits, that the Avatar no longer sat on his throne of iron. A deadness permeated everything, colours had lost their brilliance, tunes fell flat and monotonous.
‘Irillith?’ he said gently, touching her on the shoulder. ‘Come back with me, you look pale, you need to eat. You shouldn’t spend so much time alone, it won't help anything.’
She threw off his hand and turned to face him, violet eyes glowing in her shadowed, gaunt face. ‘Leave me alone Macthen. There’s nothing more for me out there, for any of us. You've heard what the seers have seen, nothing... Nothing!’
‘That’s not true,’ he replied, the lie coming awkardly from his mouth. ‘There is always a future. You mustn’t give up hope. As long as we have hope, we have a future. I’ve brought you something - I think Elshar would have wanted it.’
She took the bundle from him and unwound the silk wrappings hesitantly. He saw her eyes glisten with emotion as she tumed the statuette over and over in her hands, feeling its grace and symmetry. Realising he could do nothing more to help Irillith, Macthen left. As he closed the door he thought he caught a glimpse of someone standing behind her, a stooped old woman, but he couldn’t be sure. It might just have been a trick of the light.
Irillith and Berel clasped each other closely, the last moment of human contact before they assumed their warrior aspects. Around them, the walls of the shrine were humming with tension, sparkles of psychic energy minning along the wraithbone. They pulled apart and took their positions with the others on the floor. The Exarch raised her arms and the ceremony began, As the Eldar intoned the ritual chants and performed the familar gestures they felt their humanity sliding away as the dark side of their nature was slowly released. [rillith’s natural gentleness, her fears, her pity for Elshar were washed away by the relentless tsunami of the Aspect of the Warrior. As the mental breakwaters seceded, the part of her that was Irillith was swept further and further back until it was exiled to a tiny refuge in the core of her being.
Fully suited now, but still holding their masks, the Banshee warriors received the final blessing. The Exarch passsed among them, dipping her finger in blood and drawing the sacred rune of the aspect on their foreheads, The psychic tension was now almost unbearable, and the mane of hair on the Banshees’ helmets stood on end with static. As one, they closed their eyes and raised their masks to their faces. A psychic shockwave boomed through the Craftworld as, simultaneously, the Avatar burst through the doors of bronze and the Aspect Warriors donned and fastened their masks. Irillith snapped open her eyes, and a film of pure red washed down over them. Blood, she smelled blood. The call to battle raced through the veins of her body. She wanted to leap, to sing with the joy of death. Most of all, she wanted to kill,